Honestly...the way I feel most of the time...for most of my life since I was 12...it is a miracle that I am still alive.
Depression messes with your will to live your enjoyment of anything...and you constantly feel so bad that the only happy thing you can think of is ending it...I know it is wrong on some level to feel that way...I also know it is my brain screwing up...but well..nothing I can do but try and find things to look forward to and try and fight through the day.






